Ok so I know I may be exposing myself to ‘what rock has she been living under’ but seriously, I had no idea just how hard the start of pregnancy can be.
I blame the ‘silent trimester’ for my lack of mental preparation. The only acquaintance I’d had to morning sickness was pretty much in movies; you know the scene where she’s at work, throws up in a bin and then carries on looking fabulous?
So, I naively had expectations of an exciting time, eating clean food, exercising gently and powering on with business and life as normal.
And that’s why I’m sharing this. To create a little more awareness of just how distressing the first trimester can be.
It started at five weeks, the type of nausea where you have to grab the closest piece of furniture to hold you steady. The kind where picking up a menu makes your blood run cold. Where your happy place becomes the bathroom floor, lying on the cool tiles where you can lift your head to vomit in the bath and it doesn’t matter if you’re wrenching so hard you wet your pants. Oh, and this feeling, isn’t just for an hour or two, it starts the second you open your eyes until you fall asleep.
I’m a big believer in mind over matter so I tried getting on with life. I kept thinking ‘this should pass, so don’t cancel work trips, or tomorrow’s shoot, battle on, you’ll probably awake fine’. Wrong.
The first friend to find out I was pregnant did so from watching me vomit three weeks in a row on our Tuesday morning walk.
I’d find myself pulling over on the side of the highway, projectile spewing out the door through tears as traffic whizzed by. Wet wiping my face clean, and continuing on to work, to present with a smile on my face.
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Liz, this was exactly my experience. When
people talked about my morning sickness I would correct them and say it was all day sickness! I drove to work with a bucket next to me!!! Or my poor hubby would drive with me in the back seat with the bucket!! I even moved my desk so that I had a more direct line to the door!! Shopping (the smells!!) and cooking ( again - the smells!!) and pretty much eating came off the 'to do' list. I actually put on 1 kilo in total during my pregnancy as I lost 8 kilos early up but managed to put those back on plus one more in the last 6 weeks where the nausea dropped off to be replaced by heartburn!! Awful awful heartburn!! This was both of my pregnancies, though the morning sickness was a touch milder and didnt last as long for my second one . I remember, after giving birth, and after marvelling at our beautiful baby, turning to my husband and saying ' I feel great! and I'm starving!! ' Heartburn and nausea all gone- just like magic!! We are all different, our bodies react to the hormonal changes of pregnancy in different ways. Do what you can, let some things slide if you possibly can or get help. Talk to your Doctor abour your symptoms. Remember you are doing something incredible - growing a baby!! Be kind to yourself. Treat yourself like the wonder that you are!
It's tough! I'm nine weeks and sick from midday til bedtime. Can't function, so exhausted, haven't been anywhere and just can't stand the thought of going anywhere! :(