I have been in this position in a few relationships. I would be asleep and wake up to a partner having sex with me. One partner would get really angry if I tried to turn over. I don't understand a man who doesn't understand no. This is the first time I have ever actually put this in writing.  I have not told anyone in my family or friends.  There was no sex education in my family.  I know I will have to have a session with my psychologist for this I believe.  

I feel like you are reading my mind. It's amazing how invisible you do become. I'm turning 55 tomorrow and I feel like I am very invisible. Thank you for putting my thoughts in writing. It can only get better🤞🤞❤️💜🌻