This article got texted to me by a family member because I had the same conversation with them. And for the first time I felt a little bit better or that feeling better was possible. because it isn’t just me . I have over 30 years of doing the job but I can’t access super yet and I don’t know how I’m going to pay the bills. I can’t even force myself to do relief teaching for just a single day, no commitment to ever doing any other day ever, just to give it a go. I can’t even do that much.