Anastasia, I am so sorry this happened to you. I am sad and angry and want to give you a big hug and cry with/for you. I feel certain that another child would not have survived this ordeal. You have an amazing gift/heart of trust and kindness that kept the devil away and allowed your assailant/victim to be merciful. You may have been the kindest person towards him in his life. You are a survivor, and I hope you can move on and share that kind trusting heart with others who love you!